The Dark

For so many years I've always been afraid of the dark. Everytime I climbed onto my bed, I realized I never even flipped off the light switch. And now in my thoughtful mood, I begin to understand why. Because of turning off the lights, I'd be in complete darkness, with no light to guide me. I don't want to face the dark, an obstacle. I don't want to tell people how I really because they might turn their backs on back. Afraid to abandoned by the ones I loved, and to lose my way again. I can't do it. I can't turn off the lights anymore. I want to sleep in the light. I want to sleep sleep sleep until I lose memory, feeling, and everything.