Chained Down

I wrote a long letter to him yesterday... about how I found out, that he's not the one who's chaining me up... it's someone even closer. Family. I never knew even though it's been in front of me the whole goddmaned time. Right under my nose without me knowing. So here I am, at home, wherever he is, I hope he's having fun. Study sheet for Biology was 65 questions long and I finished 59 of it last night. I stayed up til four in the morning. Almost beat his record. Only slept for 3 hours. I think he slept less than that; darn. I look outside and see the sun shining out of the clouds, and I smile. Because I know deep deep down, no matter what they do to me, my love will always prevail. Although I stumble and fall, the thought of your arms around me makes me stronger and stand up for myself. Forever and always. No matter what happens. No more Late Starts... I don't care. The more you restrict me, the more rebellious I become.